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Him. Perfection.

January 28, 2014 Leave a comment

I’ve met him. He’s the man I’ve always wanted. He doesn’t know it. He’s not what I pictured. It’s weird. I’ve never met him. Not in person. But from the moment I saw him, I deleted all other options.
He plays music. He’s cute. He’s funny. He has a great smile. He’s a father. A real father. Involved. Cautious. Considerate. Giving. A leader.
He’s a standup guy. He’s not interested in short-term rewards. He wants a relationship. He’s ready to settle down. He’s worth it.
He’s artsy and kind of a hippie. I love it. He has a beard. That’s not my typical type. I feel something. Something crazy. Good. Exciting.
I don’t have a chance. I wish I did. My life’s a mess right now. Time to clean it up. Time to get ready for the rewards life has to offer. Be the type of person that I want for myself.
Clean up the mess I’ve created.
I’ve got a lot of greatness headed for me. My business is going great. I love my day job. I’m driven. I’m focused.
I can clean up the financial disaster. I will start today.

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January 6, 2014 Leave a comment

Some of my favorite pictures of you were when we weren’t even together. When you had ripped my heart out and we were miles apart. When I finally knew for certain that we would never be together again. When you had left me broken and empty.

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